It is said that Sakura was playing what he wanted around him.
However, he wasn’t able to play it. In particular, the girl’s desire was only vaguely floating, and as a result, a person with a strong guard was created.
So he couldn’t talk well with the people around him. I tried harder and harder myself.
I didn’t mean that.
No matter who thinks what, I’m me, and if I had the mentality to adapt to those around me, I wouldn’t be like this when I grew up in that house.
Then why didn’t you try to interact with others as it was?
Even if it was normal, I could only take an unfriendly attitude. I wasn’t sociable enough to break it. Because I was shy.
After all, I was angry and gave up. Why do I have to self-disclosure and approach people who do not understand me by misunderstanding me? I’ve never done that before. I thought the surroundings were bad.
No one knows what he is unless he talks to him.
I was reluctant and unsure about creating that opportunity. And it was also lazy.
The world could have changed at any time if I wanted to.
Because I had already broken one of those shells.
I saw a friend on the side and swallowed the crab cream croquette of the lunch box.
“Manamin, I have something to say to Manamin.”
courtyard. I made a mysterious voice to Manamin, who was chewing on melon bread with strawberry in one hand in front of me.
“What? Say anything!”
“The person I liked, apparently Sakura-kun.”
Manamin spouted the strawberry I was drinking. It was like some kind of trick.
“Manamin, did you like Sakura?”
Manamin shook one hand with his eyes black and white and struck his chest with the other.
“Oh no, you don’t have to worry about it, Gefu, more than that … Gefugefu”
Point to Manamin’s back. It doesn’t make sense to hit her chest when it’s not jammed, but she also seemed confused.
My soulmate who shouldn’t be popular without friends. Why did it become the opposite Sakura-kun? It doesn’t look right to me, but it’s a fact, so it can’t be helped.
Manamin’s cough subsided, and the two of us remained silent for a while under the blue sky. I heard the voices of chiyochiyo and birds and looked around.
“I see. When I looked at my face with my heart, it was Sakura …”
“So, for the time being … what’s wrong?”
“Sachun still likes Nekracchi no matter who he is. He said that.”
“Well, I said that … No way … I can’t come in the opposite direction … I’m a little weak at people who are popular.”
“I thought I was a beautiful and easy-going guy. It’s like reverse discrimination. I don’t do the same thing.”
“Then what’s wrong?”
“You like Manami, but you don’t want to be her …”
“I’m different from you. I just admired it for a little bit of involvement. Didn’t you talk properly and like your inner side? Because you looked good …”
“It doesn’t mean that you should look good. I thought you were a stranger … I didn’t agree.”
Manamin shit, exhaled with a Han-like expression.
“Well, if you can’t accept it, say so and apologize to Sakura.”
Manamin glares at me head-on and squeaks his finger bones.
“Manamin, that … isn’t it bad for my bones …”
“I will not forgive even my friends for those who unfairly hurt Sakura …”
“It’s not a laugh. I’m serious.”
“… I remember it.”
The lunch break chime rang.
The classroom was busy as usual, and I lay down on my desk and thought about it all the time.
Nekura was a person who didn’t decorate very much, and Sakura was a person who decorated too much.
So it doesn’t match. The two are not the same to me.
Until now, I didn’t really like Sakura.
I think it looks beautiful, but I’m not interested. So I can’t suddenly like it. You don’t have to be. But I like Nekura. This confuses me.
However, I suddenly thought at that time.
You don’t have to be based on Sakura.
I like Nekura, talk a lot, and if I can’t see the side of Nekura that I love, I want to tolerate it as much as possible.
The part that is hidden behind Sakura and cannot be seen. I thought it was Nekura, but from a different point of view, part of Nekura was Sakura, maybe that’s all.
My favorite person who suddenly disappeared may have been there all the time. And he showed me a new face.
The idea was exciting to me, even though nothing had changed.
I looked up and looked for Nekura.
He is surely moody.
I’m sure he didn’t like Yuria Saizonoji.
When he really wants to think slowly alone, he apologizes for “I have something to do” and never lets him follow.
I got up and left the classroom.
I glanced at the corridor in front of the classroom in the back, but I don’t think I’m talking to my friends.
I head to that place, which is a little far from the classroom and a little strange.
Gently twist the knob. The door was open.
There is a squeaking noise in the door. I closed the door slowly and quietly. Dusty air flows into the lungs.
The bookshelf seen from the entrance and the area behind it.
He stood there, looking out through a small closed window.
The sky outside the window is light blue. I don’t see many clouds. A quiet afternoon with no wind was bordered by the windows.
Nekra is completely unaware that I’ve come in and is drowsy without any movement.
I stare at the back for a while.
what. I’ve been here all the time.
Nekura-kun. There were some differences from the person I thought, but this is Nekura-kun, who I’ve talked about all the time.
I love Nekura after all. I still want to see you all the time, and I’m still in love.
So maybe I love Sakura too.
Take a deep breath and exhale.
I could only see his back, and it felt as if he had been looking for me all the time, waiting for me there.
So I approached from behind and gently hugged me, as if I had come to see someone who had kept me waiting for a long time.