There was a lot of green around the hospital. Birds with black and white patterns are walking on the lawn like bouncing.
I and she were walking the same as when I came there.
“Why is Saionji angry?”
She stopped walking in front of her as if she was angry as usual.
“You’re always angry.”
“… Why …”
She frowned. She often laughs when she can’t see her face, but she always has a moody face. This may be the difference between Nekura and Sakura. Or Saionji-san and Hiria-chan’s.
The relationship between me and Saionji-san is not Nekura and Hilia. That’s right, but it’s different.
“Are you disappointed with me?”
“I was disappointed.”
Saionji took a small breath and made a hurt, crying face. However, it was so instant that I thought it was a mistake, and I immediately stared at this with a strong eye.
“I was expecting more bad people. As much as I am. Saionji-san, I can’t be on an equal footing …”
“what is that”
“Saionji-san wouldn’t deal with me.”
She seemed to have been thinking for a while with a glaring face, but then she sighed with a sadly disgusted face.
“I don’t really understand what it means … For the time being, I think Sakura-kun’s low self-esteem was a songwriter …”
“Self-evaluation is not low. It’s just overrated. It’s been a long time ago.”
Acting as expected, he created himself to be overrated. Behind it, hide yourself, ugly and crap.
Saionji looks away and says as if he was angry.
“I’m sure Sakura is kind.”
I spilled it and spilled my feet on my heels.
“I don’t live the way others think. I don’t laugh and I don’t do what the desired lady does.”
“Well, then you should have a friendly laugh, right?”
“It’s more reassuring to the people around me … it’s closer to Saionji-san.”
“Sakura-kun, I often say … even though I said I couldn’t talk well with girls.”
“Saionji-san already knows everything. I’m not disappointed anymore …”
I don’t care about the person who is disappointed from the beginning. It’s strange because I can talk to him unexpectedly.
“I don’t think I’ll be hated anymore.”
In one word she added, she glared again, as if she was stuffy.
It’s cute even if I stare at it, or something like a handsome line that I haven’t come up with until now comes to my mind, and I almost laugh. If you have enough space in your brain, you will have many options in the empty space.
“I tell you, I’m not disappointed unlike Sakura! … I don’t hate it.”
“Well, is that so? Then why are you angry?”
“… I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about it for a long time.
“Don’t be fooled, I think we’re still together.”
“It’s noisy! I know that! That’s why Nekura didn’t say that … I’m strict.”
“I don’t mean that … I’m sorry.”
Saionji-san looked down in a bad way.
It became awkward and silent again, followed by Mr. Saionji raising his face and starting to walk.
Talk to her as she goes straight through the hospital gate.
“Where are you going, Saionji-san?”
“I’m going home!”
“That’s the school. If you go home, this is the station … but …”
“…! Baka !!”
There may be blood on my head. Saionji-san is back here in the form of anger.
The angry face of the beautiful girl is powerful. I’m scared.
Saionji came right in front of me and banged my chest.
“Sakura-kun! Sakura-kun is bad! Stupid! In what world is there a guy who isn’t popular because he’s almost surrounded by girls during breaks!”
I’m angry and tears in my eyes while pouring something like a cat punch.
When this happens, a guy like me can’t say anything.
I’m full of regrets.
I didn’t even notice for a while that she had no power to be hit in a row, but it was completely settled and she was lying down and silent.
Suddenly my consciousness returned to reality and I saw her.
Thinking she might be crying in a rage, she turned down and focused on rolling the stones on the grass under her feet with her toes.
A small breeze passed and the birds that were supposed to be nearby were gone.
Eventually, I heard “I’m sorry” with a voice that seemed to kill me. When I was talking to Hiria-chan, I heard a voice that I had never heard.
“I wasn’t disappointed with Sakura … but I always thought he was a stranger or an unfamiliar person.”
“I was going to talk to someone I didn’t know at all … I felt like I was being eavesdropped … I’m embarrassed …”
“Maybe it came to my head because the fun play was over. I think it’s coming to my head … very … I feel sad.”
Fun play. Might be so. An irresponsible relationship where you can hear only the deeper parts without exposing yourself.
“I broke it myself”
She self-deprecated and looked like she was crying.